But, is it nothing to know when you are dying, when you are about to take leave of this world, of its joys and sorrows, when the past of your life is unfurled before you, when eternity opens wide its portals, is it nothing to know at that last awful,supreme moment of your lives, that you have not lived in vain, that you have lived for the benefit of others, that you have lived to help in the cause of your country's regeneration?

-Surendranath Banerjea

Friday, March 20, 2009


I was surprised,amused,baffled,aghast,blah blah blah,when Ms.J messaged me that day.. Actually,it was more than a mere co-incidence coz i was terribly out of mood that day and wanted to spill my problems to get relieved,but as my fone was in one of it's worst phase of financial crisis and since the bailout offered were not exactly liquid,i couldnt make it to call her..but she had remembered me then..i felt happy about the mindedness..

I was back to my room after a frugal dinner..and took up the mobile with zero interest..HUH!Ms.J has messaged me!!(???)
"You nasty )(&^%*&$&#.. You know what,I hate you"!!!!WTF!i read it again,again,then again until i was sure i didnt skip a smiley or a jest in between..nope,there was none..she was serious.. Well,the content was a jest in itself for all the rants were about me not commenting or at least keeping track of her blog but 'her' friend's!OMG!

But for i was in a very vile mood,i would've laughed it off..but i weren't sober enough for that,and i replied,"Sorry yaar,may be i skipped one or two posts!"

I waited for like some 10min for a pleasent response..there was none.. and since i had to inform some stuffs,i rang her up and told the matter..but again,the response was cold and i said "i'm sorry yaar,right now i'm totally f***d up..don't piss me more.i've low balance,we'll talk later" and hung up..

In less than 5min,there comes a message,"Running out of balance doesn't mean u can be rude with anyone!"

Damn..i cursed every single thing around.I cursed the day.I cursed the blogger community.I cursed her creativity.I cursed her narcissism.

I slept off soon..may be coz it was a hard long day..may be coz of the tiff..may be coz i was genuinely sleepy..

I rang her up again after a bloody recharge..pleasent response,huh!or was that my hallucination?? well..the talk went on well..

And evening,i signed in.. BUZZZ... Ms.J pings me.. "Man,i'm really sorry about the way i behaved..it was damn childish..just forget it.."

So there it comes,the train of apologies,followed by 15yr old nostalgia of fights and reunions..
Then i truly felt,it was nice having fights once in a while to reunite and feel the affection..just to remind each other that somewhere inside,we are still kids.. :D

Khuda Hafiz


Durga Nandan said...

God!! 'e*' you femme!! You posted that one here?!!! x-(
Yeah, I proudly present that child, narcissist, creative [?]and all that in one. [Smug!]

Know what? I still hate you for defaming me. :-|

gayathri said...

loool... i didnt mention a single name in it and u defamed yourself!!!! :D

Durga Nandan said...

Humph!! You nasty @$@T^#^!!!

gayathri said...

rofl!!!! bad luck Ms.J.. better one next time.. :P