But, is it nothing to know when you are dying, when you are about to take leave of this world, of its joys and sorrows, when the past of your life is unfurled before you, when eternity opens wide its portals, is it nothing to know at that last awful,supreme moment of your lives, that you have not lived in vain, that you have lived for the benefit of others, that you have lived to help in the cause of your country's regeneration?

-Surendranath Banerjea

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

I'm so very mesmerized by the different kind of talents in each person..
And I'm even more carried away by how beautiful people are.. never noticed people were all this gorgeous..

Khuda Hafiz

Monday, March 23, 2009

Excruciating Advices..

In life,everything comes with a cost..
You love someone,they love back..
You help someone,they help back..
You smile at someone,they smile back..
You talk to someone,they talk back..
Everything happens either for a price or for an exchange..

The one and only thing that you get absolutely free of cost and at any goddamn hour is advices..and that's the most excruciating stuff one can ever bear with..

Be that's a family get-together or a community gathering or a public function or a mere visit,the oldies are always excited to give unsolicited tormenting advices to the younger immature ones of the breed.. Be that's about marriage,conduct,eating,sleeping,bathing,shitting,peeing,..they never run short of these gibberish.. And the unwritten code of conduct is,the younger follows the elder.. So there's no other go but to be silent..

The story doesn't end there.. The added agony is the kind of response they have to be presented with.. A smile infused listening would provoke a 'stop smiling and start acting' comment.A smug or smirk implies an 'insolent brat'.. Worse,a retaliating comment would invoke an 'arrogant urchin' remark..

I had always felt like asking them to ply their trade..There are better ways to punish someone than to make them listen to all such crappy blabbers.. But i'm sober enough to know that would lead to a court-marshal.. So i remain a very obedient child in the family..

Khuda Hafiz

A trip in the offing ;)

God knows how things are gonna turn out!

Sunday, March 22, 2009

There are occasions in life when the people you love the most turn out to be worse than a mere stranger..
Your judgment,your hope,your expectations,all turning out to be delusions..
But even then,,
What's incredibly ironical is that you still love them unconditionally..
It's that unrestricted love,care and concern which is the beauty of friendship..
Which binds us together forever..
Friendship is not about being there for each other always..
Never about being impeccable..
But about understanding and forgiving..
A time apart doesn't break a friendship..
But makes the excitement of reuniting, overwhelming..

Khuda Hafiz

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Feminism is not about approving any shits that an estrogen bearing human does..
It's about appreciating the strengths of a female and accepting the obvious limitations..

Khuda Hafiz

Friday, March 20, 2009


I was surprised,amused,baffled,aghast,blah blah blah,when Ms.J messaged me that day.. Actually,it was more than a mere co-incidence coz i was terribly out of mood that day and wanted to spill my problems to get relieved,but as my fone was in one of it's worst phase of financial crisis and since the bailout offered were not exactly liquid,i couldnt make it to call her..but she had remembered me then..i felt happy about the mindedness..

I was back to my room after a frugal dinner..and took up the mobile with zero interest..HUH!Ms.J has messaged me!!(???)
"You nasty )(&^%*&$&#.. You know what,I hate you"!!!!WTF!i read it again,again,then again until i was sure i didnt skip a smiley or a jest in between..nope,there was none..she was serious.. Well,the content was a jest in itself for all the rants were about me not commenting or at least keeping track of her blog but 'her' friend's!OMG!

But for i was in a very vile mood,i would've laughed it off..but i weren't sober enough for that,and i replied,"Sorry yaar,may be i skipped one or two posts!"

I waited for like some 10min for a pleasent response..there was none.. and since i had to inform some stuffs,i rang her up and told the matter..but again,the response was cold and i said "i'm sorry yaar,right now i'm totally f***d up..don't piss me more.i've low balance,we'll talk later" and hung up..

In less than 5min,there comes a message,"Running out of balance doesn't mean u can be rude with anyone!"

Damn..i cursed every single thing around.I cursed the day.I cursed the blogger community.I cursed her creativity.I cursed her narcissism.

I slept off soon..may be coz it was a hard long day..may be coz of the tiff..may be coz i was genuinely sleepy..

I rang her up again after a bloody recharge..pleasent response,huh!or was that my hallucination?? well..the talk went on well..

And evening,i signed in.. BUZZZ... Ms.J pings me.. "Man,i'm really sorry about the way i behaved..it was damn childish..just forget it.."

So there it comes,the train of apologies,followed by 15yr old nostalgia of fights and reunions..
Then i truly felt,it was nice having fights once in a while to reunite and feel the affection..just to remind each other that somewhere inside,we are still kids.. :D

Khuda Hafiz

Thursday, March 19, 2009

I don't give a damn if my guy is bald..
But i definitely do mind if he gets on a wig to patch it up..

Khuda Hafiz